Dickhead
It feels like all I ever do is take care of the baby work in the shop and clean the fucking house. I am sick to DEATH of spending any free minute I have cleaning this god damn house, i am seriously consider going to the op shop and buying clothes so once they have been worn I can throw them away, as well as usual paper plates and cups so i dont have to wash the god damn dishes.Im 18 yars old and I live like a housewife, having said that it WAS my decision to make and keep this baby, I just can't belvie I was so stupid to throw away my life like that, don't get me wrong I dont regret her, but its something that could have waited, something i SHOULD have waited for, I should be in Germany right now being young, having fun, going out with my friends.
I wonder what my life would be like had I not got pregnant with leeara, I wonder what it would be like if Id had an abortion instead of keeping her, or adopted her out? I wonder if i would still be with boogie? he is so childish sometimes, so rude, bad tempered and disrespectful and lazy. I dont know if I love him anymore?
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