Waste no Want not to be here

Perhaps my coping mechanisms are just shit. My way of dealing things is crying, and hoping to god the world will just open up and swallow me, I just iwsh that would happen already so I don't have to live in this shitful place.

I desperately want to be able to just slit my wrists and be done with it or OD on my painkillers, the only thing that I have about that is the fact that there is no guarantee that I won't wake up, and it would all go to waste.

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