no one understands
I cant do this anymore more. I cant always be the person that everybody falls on because this time ive fallen and i never want to get back upwould anybody even notice if i were gone? would anybody even fucking notice? would anybody even notice the packet of panadol i took to ease the pain that everybody knew nothing about? the people who care about you dont really its all a crock of shit because if they really did care they would notice how i felt they would notice my silent tears
but nobody listens to my dreams
nobody listen to my tears and knows how i feel nobody understands the guilt and the disgust that eats me up inside
nobody understands why i cry the tears i cry and why i cant explain the way i feel
at the end of the day there is no one in the world ot rely upon except yourself and in the state of mind that im in i cant even trust my own judgement to do the right thing by myself
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